perasaan yang jauh

November is about to say good bye and this is my first post this month. been busy. been occupied. been out.



it's been tough few months. tough weeks. it's been tough to stand up from great fall. I lost support. I lost faith.

muhasabah. I need support but I can stand without it. I forgot how strong a woman can be. I forgot how strong I have been before anything. I forgot that I was alone before I have any supporter. I forgot I have stood alone years before I stood with support.

and now, I learn to know that support will never stand strong by you forever. it will rot. it will damage. it will be gone.



mood tengah sakit. sakit luar dan dalam. zahir dan batin. tough, tougher, toughest. maybe it's easier untuk jalan seorang daripada jalan berdua tanpa sokongan. set mind. set heart. u can do everything without any help. don't ask for any.


jangan hakimi. saya cuma perlu sedikit perhatian. sebagai seorang perempuan.






p/s (i) : tugas aku, bukan mudah. Nampak mudah. cubalah buat seminggu.

p/s (ii) : aku wanita bekerja. bekerjaya.

p/s (iii) : dulu, kini dan selamanya dah takleh digunapakai. coz dulu dan kini dah berbeza.







271114 ~ 10.38am
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