baby, are u down?

entri kali ni takde kena mengena dengan lagu Down by Jay Sean walaupun aku minat sangat lagu tu. best. hm... aku just nak expresskan mood aku yang sedang tak stabil. seminggu ni tak stabil sangat but ceh... yanna memang teror lah kontrol. sampailah perasaan tu kena trigger rabu lalu. terus susah nak di bendung.

mode : psm and other assignments. tapi macam susah sangat nak fokus. kenapa... i don't have motivation (negative or positive). kenapa? perlu mitovation je ke baru boleh buat kerja? ya! i'm that kind of person. don't be too judgemental! adei... emosi kurang stabil.

just... hope this will come to an end. just... hope people can really 'see' me. just... hope can run away from this. forever. just... i won't feel guilty to anyone.

just... i want to take charge of my life. period.




p/s : bila keadaan macam ni... taknak stay utm. nak ada dengan someone, anybody. seronok semalam. thanx makcik!




27022010 ~ 12.59am
bilik aku ~ g17-217